So, please understand why I am straying away from my usual family updates to post about a Great Give Away that I have stumbled upon (more than one to be exact!) it is for a:




They wheeled me into the operation room, I was shaking - totally shaking - with a good mix of fear, anxiety and adrenaline. Ryan got into scrubs and once everything was ready to go he came in to sit with me. I asked him to talk to me and get my mind off of things and so he decided that it would be a prime opportunity to pull out the camcorder and update "everyone" on what was going on - I wanted to kill him - then the Dr. said, "Dad you can stand up and peek over if you want" just as Ryan stood up and moved the camcorder to peer over the sheet they pulled Brigham up and out and the most beautiful sound in the world filled the room, Brigham's crying, which then made me start to cry because, as most of you know, him and all of his sounds of being alive was what I needed/wanted/hoped/prayed/wished to hear the most. I heard one Dr. say, "he's got a pretty big head" and a nurse comment, "He feels like 9 lbs".......it made me happy to have a C-section (the poor kid would probably be wearing my hips as a sombrero today if we didn't). Ryan went with Brigham to the nursery and I stayed there, getting stitched up, trying to talk the Dr.'s into taking out some hip fat while they were poking around in there. By the time they wheeled me into my bedroom my little man was ready to eat - and he hasn't stopped since! We've had quite a first week. Extra days at the hospital trying to get his billiruben count down (jaundice) with billiruben tables and blankets all around, learning how much (and often) a baby needs to eat and learning how much less you are going to sleep .....soooooo tired!!
But I sit in amazement, just looking at my little guy, and thinking about all the time and prayers in took to get him here and just being blown away at the fact that he actually is here!! We are grateful for all of the prayers, wishes and good thoughts that have been sent our way during this whole pregnancy and are so happy to share this joyful moment with all of you!